Hello there, I am new here. 

So, here's the story...(it will probably long, sorry for that). I am 27 years old and in my country, architecture is 6 years of study (they say it's master integrated, but we have a separate masters after those 6 years). And after finishing school, to get licence, you have to work full-time, under supervision of a licensed architect, for 2 years..and after that, you have to go to exam. 

Ok, so. I was always a top student before university, always had good grades and was very passionate with arts and drawing. I had a 9.83 out of maximum grade of 10 when I finished highschool, I went to national art olypmpics in high school, in the category of ambiental design and won 3rd prize. One of my paintings was accepted in an international competition (only 5 within my country were accepted) and I always had positive feedback from highscool teachers. I thought I liked architecture, I love technical drawing and drawing in general, was good with composition, but I always kind of loved art more. But, realistic me was thinking that architecture would probably be less risky choice than art and I chose architecture. I entered on 20th place out of 215 students (mostly because my lack of aptitude in math) and first 2 years in university were good, first year was actually great, didn't have a problem at all (which is atypical of first year students) and I think this was mostly because I had an art background.The teachers in the first 2 years gave me positive feedback. I always had good grades in art, graphic and composition classes. But I gradually started to be a bad student and by my 3rd year, there was an abrupt switch in which I started to skip classes and didn't submit my studio projects (for 2 years I didn't submit studio projects!) I went to a crisis and was angry all the time and I just realised how architecture profession really was. I started feeling sick to the stomach when I looked at buildings and thought I would get to design one of those. And I started procrastinating to the maximum, didn't do my work. (I always was a bit of a procrastinator, but always submited the projects before 3rd year) So, I failed one year, but by the time I got to 5th year, I started to gradually get myself together, but the grades were mediocre at best in studio. And here I am, almost 3 years later than normal, I have to submit just my final project. I already passed the first two phases of graduate project (the theoretical paper and the fundamental project) and I have to submit just the final phase. The problem is, the submition is in 2 weeks and I have 9*A1 to submit and I have procrastinated so much on this. I have not a songle A1 completed. Do you think it's possible for me to finish the project in 2 weeks?

The thing is, I always had a gut feeling that I don't really want to be an architect. I know that the 3rd year delay was probably because I didn't work hard enough. Sometimes I think I'm not smart enough to be an architect, but then why was I so successful before? But my failure was more than not working hard. I mean: Do you ever feel when you are working in a project, that this is a nightmare? Cause that's how I feel when I am working on projects, like I'm trapped in a nightmare and I feel depressed. I feel so much pressure, like the world is going to collapse or I am going o die if I don't submit my project. I had so many humiliating experiences by now because of failed projects, and angry parents...that I always have some kind of pavlovian negative emotional reaction when I start working on a project. A part of me thinks I should quit architecture, but a part of me has doubts, that's why I lingered so much on this. A part of me want to find another profession..

And there's the thing that I actually worked for 7 month in a small office and I liked working. I hated school, but I liked working in an office. I actually loved doing the menial stuff, or preparing documents or designing toilets (as some were saying). The thing is that my boss was responsible for the general outcome and talked to clients, I was a drafter and occassionally I could suggest design ideas. I didn't do major projects, but I did one small motel and the drafting and rendering for a house (fairly big one) and some other smaller projects. But I suppose things will be tougher when I will be in charge of every aspect of design. For now, I think I like having a boss. I guess I hate having total responsability and the pressure that comes with it. 

I'm so confused. I've been confused for years. Sorry for the long post, I don't really have anyone to talk to. I probably need to talk to a counselor. 

Do you think it's possible to finish 9*A1 project in 2 weeks?