If the opportunity and ability to design are both present, yet you lack the courage or brainpower to actually do it--perhaps you're in the wrong field.  However, based upon your nonsensical posts on other threads, i'm not convinced the opportunity should have ever been presented to you in the first place.

take an aderall

stick to writing shitty emo-core music.  You're not good at that either, but at least it'll keep you away for a while.

Also, you do know that this does not count as knowing how to design:

Also, the lyrics on your twitter fee are absolutely terrible.

Holy crap I just realized it's "Jaw Knee" and not "Jawk-nee"

I am, however, electing to continue to pronounce it wrong in my head.

Knowing how to get motivated is an integral part of the design process, without it you don't really "know how to design it".

I'd advice to go for a walk, have a wank, eat a healthy meal, exercise until you sweat heavily, take a nap, listen to Azealia Banks on repeat, in no particular order. Hope it helps!